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Still My Mind.net Short Discourse series. The Nature of the Mind by
Adrian Newington © 1991
A discussion on the
Human Mind to assist both beginners
and those more experienced in the practice of Meditation. Let
us start out this dissertation with 3 statements.
To assist in the understanding of these 3 statements, I will
draw on some analogies. The small self is the self that
is Observed. That is, I am Adrian On and on the list goes on and on. The true self is the self that Observes. That is, the Self which is always
apart from the small self and is the silent witness to all of the above. These descriptions of the true and small selves can be more
easily understood through a simple mental experiment based on some principles
of meditation. It does not require any previous meditation experience.
Sit comfortably, relax
and settle in. Simply maintain the
awareness that you are not to engage, expand upon, or be drawn into
following through any thought. Once you are able to do this, still the
mind again. Watch any thought that arises, but let them subside and
drift away. don't be lured out of the task WITNESSING
your thoughts. Once you have had
the geniune experience of your thoughts being witnessed or observed, we can end
the experiment and continue the discussion. And now for the Killer question. Question: If it is possible to observe
your thoughts, what is it that does the observing? Answer: The True Self. How can this be explained further?
Consider this: Your eyes, which
are the means to vision, can never have a vision of themselves. If your
eye is to have a vision of itself, it needs to look in a mirror.
Likewise if consciousness is to
become self-aware, it needs a mirror. such a mirror is your Mind. Be
aware that the "Mind" does not represent YOU. the Mind is merely an
instrument of Perception. The identity of YOU being a unique aspect
of creation holds its roots in the True Self.
Note: Defining consciousness does
not imply self-awareness or the ability to perform mathematics or wonder
"what shall I do today"?. We could say that a dog has consciousness
(to a degree),. a microbe has consciousness (to a degree),. a tree has
consciousness (to a degree), in that they are all able to have a degree
of interaction with their environment. There is an awareness of local
external conditions. But self-aware consciousness is
easily lured into the false reality that the reflection it sees of itself
through the mirror-action of the Mind is the real thing. This is the
experience of us all as we live out our everyday life. Even experienced
meditators and other adept's of the study of consciousness (yoga), are
still bound by some degree to the illusion that the small self is the
real thing, but this does not imply that benefit and positive change
are unattainable. Obviously, the Mind has proven itself to be enormously
valuable in man's quest for the search for truth ranging from scientific
and philosophical pursuits, our everyday endeavours, ambitions and dreams,
and the exploration of consciousness with a view of knowing our true
self.
To live fully and completely in
the realms of the True Self, is to have attained a very very advanced
state of spiritual attainment. This is known by various terms such as
Samadhi, Nirvana, Full Enlightenment, Self-Realisation, Merging, Liberation
to name a few.. But we do not necessarily have to attain such a perfected
or elevated state to bring powerful transformation into our lives. (Note:
in the states described above, one does not LOSE ones Mind, but rather
the Mind, (the instrument of perception) merges with the True or Observing
Self so that the illusion of these entities being separate comes to
an end). Just as the space inside a jar merges with the space
outside the jar when the jar is broken. The breaking of the jar represents
the end to the sense which cultivates duality or separation.that is,
the illusion that there is a separate small self and true
self. Keep in mind that when we talk about
the analogy of the 'mirroring-action' of the Mind, this Mind-Mirror
is not to be considered bright and shining and as clear and accurate
as our bathroom mirror. This is because this 'Mind-Mirror' has been
formed through and by every life experience we've had since the day
we were born. As such, there are natural biases and distortions affecting
our view of life and ourselves. Consider the 'funny-mirrors' at
the local 'fun park'. Through the mirror's gross imperfections and distortions,
the funny image we see is far from an accurate representation of truth.
Such a mirror can also be biased by its color. If the mirror had a red
coloring, we will not see an accurate reflection of something green.
However, if we were wearing something Red, that would be accurately
portrayed. All other colors through the same mirror would be infiltrated
with the bias of the mirror's coloring. When you look at yourself in the
bathroom mirror in the morning, you do not say. "Hey! Who are you?",
as if 2 identities exist, but consciousness is much more subtle and
there is difficulty in realising that the projected image of self out
of the Mind is only a reflection. The image we see in the bathroom
mirror will not take on a life of its own, but the Mind-Image (small
self), IS composed of consciousness, and will therefore take on living
attributes as it accumulates identities brought about by participation
inlife. By possessing the knowledge of the
True Self is to possess a lamp. Having such a lamp will illuminate the
path before you to bring you guaranteed change into your life. If the
path is walked with resolute intent, profound changes can be assured.
But let us now continue.
The small self is where all our
emotions, anxieties, dreams of finding fulfilment, hopes and fears all
reside. Language and other forms of worldly expression also emanate
through the Mind.. Which begs a question: If language emanates THROUGH
the Mind, where is its source? All language, all verbal communication
originates as a concept. Such concepts are whole and complete, and are
instantly understood by the individual. For example, This entire discourse
is understood by me without the need for language, but I employ the
Mind for the purpose of getting my message across to you. The original
concept or idea was sourced from my True self, but I am employing the
abilities of the Mind to exchange to you, the concept that LIVES within
me.
All creativity, inventiveness, unconditional
love, sense of righteousness, self-fulfilment, fearlessness, all comes
forth out of the abode of the True Self. Fear, which is born out of
that which is not known, illusion, and the need for survival and protection
of the physical body, are all products of the small self. The true self is inherently peaceful,
confident and always fulfilled. This is your link with the Divine. By regularly going to the region
of the true self through the basic techniques of meditation, we are
able to remove ourselves from all the dramas, anxieties and concerns
of the Mind's world. Even 5 minutes a day is good as it gives us the
experience of true rest. This 'true rest' is obtained at a mental level,
for when the mind is a rest, the body can also follow very easily and
obtain benefit. These analogies of the Mind-Mirror
and its inherent biases and distortions, are not meant to de-value or
claim that all things viewed through this instrument of perception are
unreliable. Analogies are only meant to serve as building blocks or
stepping stones for positive progress.
Know also that...
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